Saturday, May 23, 2009
Swings at the Park
It was kind of bitter sweet as I watched the other "so called normal" kids running around the park and the moms who compleatlty ignored me without a hello in sight..I just pushed her in her swing and after ahile I just felt weird so we went for a walk and I just talked to Madie the whole way.
When I avoid these public play places..its for a reason...by no means am I ashamed to have a child with special needs and I am certain its good for madie to experience these places and see the outside world. I guess its just me. Its heartbreaking to not be able to set her free...let her run and climb and even make a new temporary friend in one of the other kids there.
It was a gorgeous day nonetheless and the temps were about 90 but it was dry..when we got home she was ready for some food and took a nice nap...waking happy as a clam. :)
We will however return with Madies therapist for some more swing time :)